hello hurricane, you're not enough.

well...my blog looks like a mass mess of everything. its weird, i dont really like this new set-up. bleh.

so, where to start...where to start?
i havent blogged in so long and i figured i'd start picking it back up because a lots been on my mind lately. mainly spritually.
you know, it really aches my heart to see people whom i knew as such strong Christans not even want a thing to do with God anymore. and i've had a struggle with God lately...it hurts.
we all know about what happened last Thursday/Friday with everyone dying and whatnot. well i guess its time to get out what happened that night for me, huh?

I guess about 10 last Thursday night I started getting really sick, so sick to the point that I threw up and couldnt control my thoughts anymore. it wasnt me. i was not me. i literally felt like i was getting posessed or something along those lines. it was so scary for me and i pray never to experience that again, but it was a shock for me to find out that right as this was happening to me, one boy, who im not close to, but i know through my best friend, shot his parents and one other boy commited suicide. well, anyways, after my breakdown, i guess you could call it, i went outside and just started praying and i felt this sense of peace just take over. but seriously you guys, satan swept over this town last weekend like nothing else. its not fake, this is for real. things like this happen everyday and are happening more and more. its just been laid so heavy on my heart that our King is coming and we're not changing! God is coming soon and our generation needs to stand up and do something about this. its ridiculous. i just pray for change starting now and that we can see change in our...well, ya'lls schools and homes. cause He's coming...and its sooner than we think.